04-16-2008, 06:04 AM
Yes. Technically, it is steam. At present, the evidence points to my causing it with my subconscious mind. I have denied this as long as I can, but there can be no other explanation. It's me. I mean, I'm the one obsessed with The Volcano. Why? I think we know the answer to that.
I am really trying hard to put a lid on it, but the magma is right below the surface and, you know, these are manifestations of my subconscious mind so if I focus on it, then I am doing so consciously and you really can't consciously squelch subconscious thoughts. In fact, that's where they go when you squelch such thoughts -- straight to your subconcious mind, where they are manifested differently.
I didn't want this to happen, but it just worked out that way. I've tried rocking back and forth on a yoga mat, smacking my forehead, and saying "Baraba-Jaba" over and over, but that didn't seem to work.
I know there is a solution to this -- probably an obvious one, but you know...smoke gets in your eyes. Maybe a drink on The Lanai would help. The glass must be crystal, and when held up to the sun --wherever the hell it is-- must refract the sunlight into a rainbow.
I am really trying hard to put a lid on it, but the magma is right below the surface and, you know, these are manifestations of my subconscious mind so if I focus on it, then I am doing so consciously and you really can't consciously squelch subconscious thoughts. In fact, that's where they go when you squelch such thoughts -- straight to your subconcious mind, where they are manifested differently.
I didn't want this to happen, but it just worked out that way. I've tried rocking back and forth on a yoga mat, smacking my forehead, and saying "Baraba-Jaba" over and over, but that didn't seem to work.
I know there is a solution to this -- probably an obvious one, but you know...smoke gets in your eyes. Maybe a drink on The Lanai would help. The glass must be crystal, and when held up to the sun --wherever the hell it is-- must refract the sunlight into a rainbow.